cintamu yang dulu untukku .

kau katakan kau cinta
kau nyatakan kau sayang
lengkungan manis tampak di bibir merahmu
mata yang bening, isyarat ketulusan

ganggammu masih terasa, begitu erat
dekapmu, rangkulmu, belaimu, tak pernah bosan tuk jadi bayang
pelukmu yang dulu nyata, kini hanya asa

ketika bayang menghampirimu
lama-kelamaan menjadi nyata
yang kini ada dihadapmu
gadis cantik seelok cleopatra
gadis harum seharum taman surga
gadis yang tak mungkin seorangpun menolak kehadirannya

ketika itu aku yang sebenarnya memilikimu
harus tergeserkan
aku yang tak secantik dia
aku yang tak seharum dia
aku si buruk rupa

kala cintamu masih untukku
kehangatan begitu terasa
cinta, kasih, bahagia, canda
semua itu nyata
tapi hanya untuk saat itu

ketika yang kedua sudah turun
ketika ada ratu baru di hatimu
semua itu hilang seketika

senyummu tinggal kenangan di pigura
tertutup debu dan memudar
pelukmu menyisakan kerinduan yang mendalam
cium mu, akh, hanya angan-angan
karena kamu, tak nyata untukku

tuhan berkata lain
mungkin aku tak seelok dia
untuk jadi pendampingmu
dan aku harus mundur
aku harus tau
bahwa sang pangeran tak pantas untuk upik abu

percayaku padamu .

sudah sekian lama berhubungan
sudah tak terhingga waktu untuk menjalin kasih
sudah tak terhitung canda dan tawa

kemesraan yang telah terlewati
kehangatan yang dirasakan setiap hari
belai sayang yang kamu beri
oh, ku ucapkan terimakasih

aku percaya padamu, sepenuhnya
kamu belahan jiwaku, aku percaya
kamu jodohku, aku percaya
kamu mempelaiku, aku percaya
bahkan...
ketika kamu mengkhianati kepercayaanku
aku pun percaya

sayang, kamu tau?
saat itu hatiku bagai dihujam belati
ditusuk ribuan paku tajam
dilempari batu yang runcing
sakit! perih!

saat itu kamu memilih dia
dan lagi-lagi, aku percaya
karena itu nyata
mesramu kini telah untuknya
aku hanya bisa memandang kalian
dari keterpurukanku

sampai kini
setelah kau semakin dekat dengannya
aku masih saja percaya padamu
hari bahagiamu, tinggal menghitung jari
begitu pula, dengan ajalku

ketika kamu katakan di depanku dan orang banyak
bahwa kamu cinta dia
aku percaya karena aku mendengar
ketika kamu masukan cincin permata ke jari manisnya
aku percaya karena aku melihat
ketika kamu membelai mesra pipinya
aku pun percaya
karena saat itu, kamu juga merobek jantungku
dengan kejamnya

ketika aku dibaringkan di dalam pusara merah
aku percaya
karena disitu ada kamu
ketika gundukan tanah menutupi jasadku
aku percaya
karena aku melihatmu dan jasadku dari atas langit
dan ketika semua orang meninggalkan aku dalam sepi
aku melihatmu, sedang menatap makamku tanpa geming
ketika itu, aku pun percaya
bahwa aku telah meninggalkan dunia
untuk membiarkan kamu bahagia bersama mempelaimu
aku percaya

ketika jiwaku mati .

ketika semua tampak redup

ketika aku tak bisa lagi melihat
ketika ia tak lagi mau mengenaliku
ketika ia tak mau memahamiku

ketika pagi tampak suram
ketika malam tampak gulita
ketika angin enggan berhembus
ketika bumi menangis

ketika itu...
hati menangis
dada bergetar
jiwa terhenyak

ketika itu...
mutiara suci mengalir
desahan resah yang terdengar
melodi sedih sebagai pengiring

ketika hati tak bisa lagi bersatu
ketika cinta tak lagi saling percaya
ketika caci menjadi yang utama
ketika kata sayang tinggal kenangan

ketika dua insan harus berpisah
ketika tak terdengar lagi suara lembutnya
ketika tak ada lagi belai kasihnya
ketika hilang sosoknya

ketika itu...
aku terbata
aku sesak
ketika itu pula
jantungku berhenti

menangisi pusara merah .

tubuhku pasif

tak mampu bergerak
hatiku beku, pilu
mataku panas
airnya tak henti mengalir
tanganku memeluk
memeluk gundukan merah
jiwaku berontak
ingin ku susul ia
ingin ku temaninya

sayang, kenapa kau harus pergi?
kau tinggalkanku dalam sepi
tinggalkanku seorang diri
aku rindu, sayang
aku rindu
aku cinta, sayang
aku cinta

jiwaku menjerit
ia berontak
ia tak suka sepi
ia masih ingin bersama
kenapa kau pergi, sayang?
apa yang kau lakukan dalam pusara itu?

Tuhan, bukankah kau penyayang?
kenapa kau ambil dia?
kenapa kau biarkan aku sepi?
kenapa tak ada perpisahan yang berarti?
kenapa harus secepat ini, Tuhan?

sekejap kami bersama
sekejap kami rasakan cinta
tiba-tiba ada yang hilang
yang terpenting dari jiwa
tiba-tiba ada yang mati
itu hatiku, yang terlalu beku

di atas pusara merah
aku menangis
aku memeluk
aku menjerit
aku meronta
aku ingin kau kembali
aku ingin bersamamu

oh, Tuhan
sayangilah aku
sayangilah dia
Tuhan, temani aku setelah ia tak ada
Tuhan, temani ia setelah pisah denganku
Tuhan, temani kami
di dunia yang tak lagi sama

that's why you go away - MLTR

Baby want you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up
Now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head


Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There is so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me
Anymore

perfect - simple plan .

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things i Wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just wanna make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that i'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back now
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't Care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

'Cause we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be Perfect

fall for you - secondhand serenade .

The best thing 'bout tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Oh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

love story - taylor swift .

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony in summer air

See the lights
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did I know

That you were Romeo, you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet 'cause we're dead if they knew
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

'Cause you were Romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real
Don't be afraid, we'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes
Oh oh

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you is fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town, and I said

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head? I don't know what to think
He knelt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said, marry me Juliet
You'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh, oh
We were both young when I first saw you